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Thursday, 27 September 2012

A Symphony of Sorrow - Chapter 6


Chapter 6 – The Rebirth

Alex screams loudly inside the metal drawer and then starts to frantically strike out at all of the cold surfaces leaving dents in the metal.  He then slides down towards the hatch and forcefully extends his legs and feet onto it causing it to break off and fly across the room onto the opposite wall.  Alex slides out of the drawer and lands crouched on the cold tiled floor.  He lifts his head to look around and notices that the place is deserted; he stands upright and then starts to search around for clothes to which he discovers that there are none to be found.  Alex moves to the door leading out into the hallway and finds it to be locked.  Alex shouts frustrated ‘for fuck sake!’  Without effort, he punches his fist though the reinforced glass on the top half of the door and then unlocks it from the outside.  Alex runs naked through the unlocked door, down the hall and then after checking the outer door to find that it is also locked; kicks the door off its frame out into the street.  As Alex runs through a neighbouring park, he notices that it is winter and yet he feels no cold.  He stops near an old bridge in the park and looks at his hand and realises that it is not cut, scratched nor bruised and also that he feels no pain at all; Alex is bemused.  He sits down under the old bridge and stares at his hands, they do not quite feel the way they used; they look like his hands but they don’t feel like his hands.  Alex is confused and doesn’t know how he arrived at his present location; the last thing he remembers is sitting on Susan’s bed, holding her in his arms.  His memory is sketchy when he tries to focus on the events of the past seventy two hours with only scattered images jumping around his mind.  Alex closes his eyes and tries to focus harder; he remembers the confrontation with Susan’s ex-husband Peter, flashing images of the paramedics and Susan crying over him as he lay on her floor.  Alex thinks of Susan smiling at him and suddenly he can feel his heart beating hard against the wall of his chest, knowing that he could feel nothing beforehand.  He stands up and then turns his head in the direction of Susan’s house and whispers her name ‘Susan!’  Susan is in bed with Aimee asleep lying next to her.  Susan is looking at young Aimee whilst petting her hair; suddenly she hears his voice and sits forward.  Susan wonders whether she is losing her mind, that maybe the grief is overwhelming her and that she craves having him back so much that she just wants to hear his voice again.  Alex is standing alone under the cold dark bridge and as he thinks of Susan in pain, he can feel her heart beating as if her chest is resting against his.  Alex starts to run to her and his heart starts to pump blood round his entire body fueling his speed as he races faster and faster through the park until he reaches the edge of the park.  Susan falls back on her bed clutching her chest as she feels the power of his strong heart beating through hers and she falls into euphoria.  Alex finds a black Range Rover parked in a street nearby and runs over to the driver’s door, smashing the window with his elbow, reaching inside to open the door and then sets about tampering with the car’s electrics and ignition until the engine roars with life.  Alex turns round to look into the back of the car and notices a navy blue fleece lying on the back seats, he takes it and wraps it around his waist in an attempt to cover his modesty and then ties a knot in it.  Alex releases the parking brake and then speeds off along the roads of the city towards the woman he loves.  As he journeys across the city, he calls out to Susan in his mind ‘I’m coming back to you!’  Susan starts to breathe erratically as she feels his words echoing through her soul and the tears start to stream down her face once more.  As Alex nears Susan’s home, the feelings intensify and both Alex and Susan feel out of control.  Alex turns the corner into Susan’s street and slams on the brakes bringing the Range Rover urgently to a halt.  Susan jumps out of bed, her legs suddenly feel strong again as she runs down the stairs towards the front door, opening it frantically and then running out into her front porch where she sees the black Range Rover parked against the curb; it is dark inside and she cannot see who sits within.  The driver’s door opens and Alex steps out with his bare feet onto the cold concrete, as he turns to Susan and smiles; his heart feels as if it is breaking in two.  Susan can barely speak as she covers her mouth with her hands, the tears from her eyes running like tiny crystal streams amongst the spaces between her fingers.  Alex breaks down, sobbing his heart out as he walks towards Susan.  The pair meet on the small patch of grass in her front garden and neither of them can believe that what they are experiencing to be true.  The rain above them begins to fall from the sky in a powerful downpour; soaking them both as they stand staring at each other in disbelief.  Susan slowly reaches her arms out towards Alex and places them on his face, touching his skin to feel if he is real and Alex closes his eyes as the very touch of Susan’s hands sends him into ecstasy.  Susan choked by tears says ‘you’re real!’  Alex trying to speak through the emotions ‘I think so!’  Suddenly, Susan leaps forward into his arms, her legs wrapped around him as he lifts her from the ground, kissing her passionately on the lips, both their hands touching each other’s bodies as they spin round on the wet grass.  No matter how much rain the heavens should release, could not wash away the love between them as death itself could not keep them apart.  Alex whilst kissing Susan’s neck and ears whispers gently ‘I love you Susan, more than life itself!’  Susan smiling ‘And I love you Alex, please don’t ever leave me again!’  Alex kisses her once more on the lips and then carries her out of the rain into her home, closing the door behind him.  Inside the house Alex and Susan sit down onto her sofa, holding each other close; not wanting to let go.  Alex runs his fingers through Susan’s blonde locks and tells her ‘I don’t understand how this is possible, am I right in saying that I died here with you by my side and then suddenly, I am back here beside you, breathing, my heart alive once more?’  Susan looks serious when she says ‘I don’t care what made this possible but I am so glad that you are here again with me………I felt dead inside when I thought I’d lost you forever!’  Alex leans his face forward into Susan’s, kissing her on the lips and then tells  her ‘I promise you Susan, I will never leave you again…..you are the one who has brought me back and my sole purpose in life now is to spend my life loving you!’  Susan starts to cry while pulling Alex closer to her as they both lie down onto the sofa wrapped in each other’s arms.  As they both start to drift off to sleep, Susan feels truly happy for the first time in a long time as she comfortably rests against the heat of Alex’s body and he feels complete knowing that tomorrow is the start of a brand new life with Susan and Aimee.  That night the heavens were torn apart by the lovers as they fought against all odds so that they could be with each other as it was destined to be.  As the rain fell hard washing away all of their pain and suffering, cleansing their hearts and souls, both Alex and Susan knew that life was never going to be predictable and boring ever again and that the morning sunrise would echo an unexpected happiness that for each of them was long overdue.

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